IT CAME TO ME

It came to me

It was in my head,

Trying to get out

But with no means to

It didn't give up.

It’d pop-up

Revealing itself

Wanting to be remembered

Wanting to be seen

Wanting to be heard

Fought it did

After several failed attempts,

I’d give up on helping it

Wondering why it wont come to me

Life is good

Carry on living

Living the moment

And it popped-up.

Why?

Was it because i had forgotten

Or was it because it had faded off my head and was soon fading off my heart>

Pop-up, it did

So i  indulged it

Trying again

Harder this time

Harder

Harder

Harder

Harder

But come it wont

Exasperated i tried to trigger it through an external body

But it was like the more i tried involve a third party, the farther it went

I tried again

And again

And suddenly it vanished immediately.

Saddened i tried to get it back, the little i was working with

But nothing

More nothing....

With a deep sigh of regret,

I loosened its mental grip

Seeing as it had deserted me, with reason...

Why didn't it come to me?

I thought as I went about my life

Why did it need me to want it?

To remember it?

Will I ever find the answers?

Maybe, just maybe it’ll come to me someday...

...when?

Like I would every other day

Happy my motto for life,

Love my theme

Optimism the air that I breathe

Forgiveness, the music in my head

Life goes on

Suddenly in the middle of something serious and heated –up,

It came to me

It came to me

Ohhhhh it came to me

And boy did I laugh out loud

Louder than was expected or needed

But louder I did laugh

Mental note to keep its identity a secret but never forget with each passing day.